It will be a nice day and night and will take my mind off of how crap I feel just what I really need.
In fact I just need to feel better I wish I was the one in control of anything. I really feel like I am lost in a whirlpool and wish I could find the crack to escape through. Its so frustrating to me that I can't.
I just want my freedom its the precious thing I owned and I worked hard for it. And now its been stolen away from me, that and my bright glow.
I feel like whenever I write this I am so angry or meek but I am not that type of person.
I am gonna drag my sorry self out of this horrible way my mind has stuck in but until keep reading the gloom, Its only my naturally expression.
Thought of the day....
Where's my emergency exit?
peace love and help me escape....